new place...

second day at UTM...
alhamdulillah...selmat sampai, selamat mendaftar, selamat dapat kolej n moga selamat segala2 nyr lah....hoho~~
time registration hri tu, cuak jer rse...sume org mke cm pandai2 jer, rmai foreigner, rmai yg dah brpengalamn keje, ramai yg cikgu cekgi...haisshhh...risau jer rase...
moga diri ini mndapat kekuatan utk study dgn baek...
smlm ad briefing...bdk2 master kalo pointer bwh 3, deorng still bley survive kt UTM, tp kalo CGPA last nnti still below 3 pointer, x mrase nk grad laa....huhu statement yg mnakotkan...
mntk2, blaja nnti sume nyr okeyh...
huhh...cre nk survive kt sini pon mmg sgt laa berbeza dr UiTM dulu...
kalo dulu nk round 1 UiTM jln kaki pon boley...masjid, kdai2, library, kelas, kolej sume close to each other..

sgt suke kamu...haha

kt sini, sume jauh2...
kolej pon da ckup jauh..nseb baek kafe ade kt dpn kolej ni...
tp, kalo nk gerak ke kls, kne tnggu bas...
cmna la kalo kls da start nnti...x prnh ad pnglamn tngu2 bas utk ke kelas n blik kolej nih...huhu
tp, msti berani utk sesuatu perubahan tu...mcm pernah ashraf muslim bgtaw :: "org yg gagal dlm hidup, adalah org yg takot kpd sesuatu perubahan dan takot utk melakukan perubahan" ::
baiklah abg ashraf, sy akn pegang kate2 tu...heee


ptg (29 dec); slps registration; tetibe jer dpt pnggilan dr UiTM...offer untk interview pnsyarah muda...interview mybe around pertengahan january 2011...adeyhh...aiyoo..cmna nie?? tp, ckp jer la berminat jer utk interview...
mne taw ad rzeki kt situ plak....
"Ya ALLAH, berikan yg terbaek utk ku......"

hri ni sume pnduduk malaysia bercuti coz malaysia mng suzuki cup last 2 days...
TAHNIAH MALAYSIA....tahniah khairul fahmi che mat (apex @ otomen malaysia...hehe), first class pnyer goal keeper!!! n tahniah utk team malaysia...


  n diri ku ini sgtla kebosanan coz rumate p blik umah m.cik dea, kwn2 xde yg dtg kolej lg...tp, nseb baek laa ad cousin yg berbaek hati mau tmn duk kt bilik ni...hehe
xde r boring sgt...nk g mne2 pon, x r tkot sgt...
/ semalam pon maen gamble jer pegi jusco berdua, naek taxi....alhamdulillah, selamt pergi n balik...hehe~~~
now, xtau la nk buat ape nih...
pkol 3 ptg ni bru ad briefing ngan fakulti plak... haisshh~~~ *sgt boring* 0_o""

far away~~~ T_T

adeyh...
mlsnyr rse mau tnggl kan uma nie...huhu
ye la da hmpir staun dah bercuti di rumah...hohoho
my new life will begin at skudai...
hope everything will be ok..hoho
gonna miss my family, ank2 jagaanku, ayam2 ternakan ku, n of course my katil kesayangan ku...huhu
moga dipermudahkan dan dilancarkan segala urusan dan perjalanan nnti...
insyaALLAH..

new place :: new life :: new challenge :: new mission ::

hope make da right decision...

uhuhu....
tnggal brape hri je lg, then will start new life...
student life again!!!hoho~~
wlpn ati ni mcm ape jer lg rse, still brcampur baur lg perasaan, hoping dat decision utk further study ni is da right n best way...
huhhhhh....x ske rse cmni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya Allah, tenang dan lapangkan lah jiwa ku ini...
herm...
not really prepared...n mcm x brsemangt sgt nk wat preparation...tp, ttp la kne siap2 kan brg nk bwk nnti...
umi n abh lg brsemangt kot dr anak dea nih...haisshhh!!! *sigh* 0_o ""

fasihah, plz tlg la bersemangat sket...insyaALLAH everything will be okies...
skrng ni, grab je peluang y dpt...jgn sia2 kan....buat yg terbaek!!!!!!
chaiyok2!!~~ aja2 fighting....
ingt kate abh :: "insyaALLAH ini yg terbaek coz selalu doa n mintak ALLAH berikan yg terbaek kan....."

hard decission~~~ T_T

herm~~
pnig memikirkan psal offer utk smbg study nih...haisshh~
mmg la mle bce offer letter tu sronok, tp ble fkerkan duet???huhu
umi, abah kate, "xpe...umi abah bley settle psal duet tu...angah g je blaja...2 je tgs nyr"....
tiap2 mlm duk fker psal bnde nih..coz ble dah lme duk umah pas degree ni, involve skali la dlm discussion deorng utk prbelanjaan adek kt matrik n kakak kt U...so,mmg rse la skali ssh nyr...
 kalo x dpt mne2 biasiswa or pinjaman, rse cam berat je nk susahkan deorng lg...rse gak cm xnk smbg jer lg...T_T
ade gak terfikir ::
-btol ke corse yg dipilih ni??
-btol ke kptsan yg diwat ni??
haaah..~~~ persaan bercampur baur...sronok, sdey, tension, stresss, risau, takut...sume ade.....
fuhh...really wanna get out of this kind of feeling...huhuk

ptg td, pegi umah cikgu skola lme dulu...
borak2 ngan ckgu psl nk smbg lg...
ble kakk ckp yg org xmo smbg coz xde duet, ckgu 2 ckp xpe, duit bley cari....insyaALLAH, ade la tu rzeki kt mne2...
cikgu :: "time ni la awk nk rse n tau cmna umi n abh pnyr sacrifice...dulu2. awk kecik lg...x phm ape yg deorng wat..."
diri sendiri :: mampu tersenyum jer coz mte ni dah berkolam dah...kalo ckp je spatah, mmg konpem kolam ni pch...

herm...pas ckp ngan cikgu rse lega sket...insyaALLAH, akn troskan lg perjuangan....
umi, abh, insyaALLAH, angah akn buat yg terbaek n will make both of u proud ~~

YA ALLAH, KAU permudahkan lah segala urusanku...
moga keputusan ini adalah yg terbaek untukku dan moga ini juga adalah jalan yang terbaek utk karier hidup ku...sesungguhnya, ENGKAU maha menentukan segalanya....AMINN....

Alhamdulillah...trime kasih byk2 YA ALLAH... ^_^

semalam ade sorng kwn yg kebosanan n suh la sy on email chatt...
bukak2 email ad 1 email yg memeranjatkan diri ku ini...subjek lbey kurang cmni r ::
your offer letter from UTM........

then, dgn hati yg bdebar2 (dup2...) bce la email tu....
"Tawaran Kemasukan Ke Program Pengajian Siswazah Sesi 2010/2011 sem II
tahniah. Sukacita dimaklumkan permohonan saudara/i untuk mengikuti pengajian siswazah di Universiti ini telah berjaya......"

fuhh...mmg trkejut gler r...terketar2 jari gerak2kan mouse n tekan keyboard nk hbskan bce email nih....
alhamdulillah...sgt2 la bersyukur pada MU YA ALLAH...
perasaan xtaw nk ckp cmna...speechless (happy/terharu/terperanjat/sdey) sume ade...
 coz mmg bajet x dpt dah nk further lg study utk intake ni coz dah hntr prmohonan 2 hr lewat...
2 yg trkjot gler ble dpt offer letter nih....=P
setelah hmpir half of year trprok kt umah x wat pape, skrng ni ade mission bru yg perlu completekan...
mmg mcm nk gler jer duk umah hari2 xwat pape...effectnyr jd cm asyik lper jer nk wat smtnhg...
now it's time to cycle my brain back!!~~ yeaHHH!!!~~~ bersemangat r plak..hehe

hope dpt buat yg terbaek utk completekan mission ni...
best result for my best n beloved parents....<3
umi, abah...thanx for ur sacrifice and for everything!!!~~~ thank you so much!!!~~
insyaALLAH, i'll do my best!!!~~~
Ya Allah, brikan ku kekuatan dan kecekalan utk meneruskan pelajaran ku ini...permudahkan dan plancarkanlah semuanya ya Allah...

:: counting days to leave my sweet home n move to da new place...haisshh...~~ ::