my name is Siti Nur Fasihah binti Harun..."fasihah, sihah, seha, adeq ", tu sume my nick name..so, free to call me watever u wanna call..^_^~~blog ni sesaje je utk mengisi mse dikala keboringan n meluahkan rase dikala kebuntuan... just a part of my life story...~~

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Welcome dear 2013 ヽ(^。^)ノ

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...
Alhamdullillah, segala puji bg Allah... Allahuakhbar!!!
2013,masih dpanjangkan umo oleNYA utk masih menghirup udara segar di bumi ini.. terima kasih Ya Allah.. ^_^
hurm, common topic every new year; azam, ap nk wat, ap yg nk dicapai...
Utk diri sndiri, herm, ap ea??  :p
Ap yg pasti, mahu jd insan yg terbaek utk sume pihak.. anak yg solehah utk kedua ibu bapa & akan cbe sebaek mgkin utk menjadi hambaMu yg solehah Ya Allah..
Hari ini ku mohon  kpd MU, moga dipanjangkan umur ku,kdua ibu bapa ku, fmilt tersayang, guru2 serta shbt knalan... mati kan lah kami dlm iman.. Ya Allah, ttpkan la iman ku kpd agamaMu, tngktkan lah iman ku kpd Mu, permudahkanlah segala urusan ku, temukanlah aku dgn kerja yg terbaek, temukanlah ku dgn jodoh yg terbaek, berikanlah kekuatan utk meninggalkan segala laranganMU dan jg kekuatan utk menyempurnakan 5 waktu... tunjuk kan lah aku jalanMu, berikanlah ku nur dan hidayahMu, berikan lah yg terbaek utk ku dlm segala hal krn hanya Engkau Yang Maha Mengetahui... aminnn
Hope there'll be no sad chapter in this year story... ^_^
Happt New Year to everyone!!!  Lets move on!! Aja2!!! 

Monday, December 31, 2012

2012 is leaving....

assalamualikum w.b.t.....

cepat nyr ms berlalu...tup2, dah 31st december 2012 dah hari ni....
bgon tdo pg td, termenung kat katil, review ap yg dah di buat sepanjang tahun 2012 ni...
hermmm....
almost 1/4 of this year, i did nothing.... -__-
after graduated in last october, just stay kt rumah...
beraktiviti dgn family dan juga dgn internet...
byk jugak apply keje2 by online, tp xde rezeki lg...
sampai skrg, asih pengganggur tegar...fuhhh
gwaenchanh-ayo!!! insyaALLAH, kalo ade rezeki, x ke mane...

reviewing through the year, herm..there are couple of things and mistakes that i regret so much...
if i can turn back tume.. 0_o "" #sigh#
ade jugak bende2 yg sedey berlaku dlm thn ni..sedeh !!! =,(
just keep them in my heart n draft... =P
n ofcoz, ad jgak prkara yg make me happy....

ntah knp terasa thn ni mcm thn frust+sdeh jer....terasa mcm thn emosi paling x stabil...haha
tp, still mcm x bersedia nk move on ke thn baru....
hehe
mcm2 la plak cik seha ni....
pesanan utk menenang n menyenangkan diri sndiri...
--> yg sudah tu sudah la...biar ia berlalu...ap yg penting pandang ke depan...org kate, pndng ke depan, never look back...tp, kdg2 tu kne gak jenguk or intai ms yg lalu utk djadikan pengajaran....

bye2 2012, hye2 2013... ^_^

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Masih buntu dan mencari....

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....
Hari ni dh lbeh krg 1bln lbeh mengganggur di rumah... alhamdulillah, 13 october 2012 lps berjaya mengraduasikan diri di UTM skudai johor...
N kire2 lbeh krg 1sem dh bercuti kt rumah ni....
Stiap kali hbis belajar, mesti buntu ap yg perlu dibuat n kemana harus ku pergi... huhu
Fav question from others opkos la "keje kt mane? ","apply keje kt mne? ","Wat ap skrg? "....Huhuhuhu
Dat kind of question really make me stress... n i owez have problem ble nk wat kputusan...
Sekali2 ble memikirkan psl masa dpn ni, haissh mmg tension thp dewa smpai nk nanges... o(╯□╰)o
problem sket nk cr keje coz xde lesen pape kenderaan pon lg... nk duet jugak lg tu nk wat lesen...haisshhh!!!!
Seriously mmg tension n xtaw nk fikir n wat to do skrg....
#Tension&stress#
wuwuuu....

Sunday, April 29, 2012

kehilangan brg yg di sayangi... =(

assalamualaikum w.b.t....


hari ni, genap seminggu kehilangan barang yang di sayangi...huhu
cpt nyr masa berlalu...
alkisah nyr mengenai diri ku yang kehilangan handphone yang sgt2 disayangi yg dah b'khidmat almost 4 years tanpa sebarang ragam dan masalah....
kisah bermula ahad mlm minggu lepas (23 april 2012)
lps isyak, ad undangan mkn2 kt uma p.cik...
tp, b4 tu, ke stesen bas dulu sbb nk beli tket balik ke UTM skudai utk keesokan hari nyr....
smpai kt stesen bas, g beli tket ngan kwn sorang n abah....
settle draw duet, g kt 1 kaunter tket bas utk beli tket member punyer n nk kuarkan handphone dr poket...
konon nyr nk tgok calendar, tarikh yg member ni nak beli tket brape hb..tkot2 la t'salah tarikh plak nnti...
tp, ble nk kuarkan phone dr poket, xde plak phone ni...
"hermm, t'jatuh ats seat dlm kete kot" kate hati kecil ku.....
da settle beli tket kwn n tket diri sendiri, msok dlm kereta n tros mncari phone....
cri2 ats seat, xde...cri kt bwh pun xde n asked my fren n my sis to make a call...
tp, dua2 ckp, "msok voice mail"...
ingtkan sbb dua2 call serentak n line clash...
n suh umi jer plak yg calll....
dan...................
masih voice mail.....dah mule rase cuak....
t'cari2 my classic (phone)...
tros jer kuar dr kereta ngan kwn n abh cari lg phone merata2 tempat kt stesen bas tu...tnye kt kaunter lagi, tp jwpn dan carian hampa jer.....
mata dah mula bertakung....tp masih b'usaha mencari...
hati dah mula rase, "phone da ilang..." huhuhu
then ckp kt kwn n abah, "xpe la, ilang dah la tu.."
pantas nyr si pencuri tu...... =(

dlm keretabyk soalan yg di ajukan n diri ini hanya mmpu m'jawab 1 ayat jer...
"mmg bwk phone time kuar rumah td, n mmg rase phone ad dlm poket time dlm kete"
n soalan2 strosnyr x dijawab, hanya mmpu b'diam diri menahan sebak n kesedihan kehilangan phone tersayang....
then, empangan mata mula pecah...setitis demi setitis air mengalir....

sampai di umah p.cik, jd org last kuar dr kete coz nk lap2 air mata n cover muke nanges...
msok je slm ngan p.cik n cpt2 ct m.cik kt dapur...
(umi da gtaw mereka ttg kehilangan phone)...
ble m.cik tgor je psl phone, tros duduk ats kusi kt dapur n no words come out....
air mate dan esakan tangisan jer yg kluar nyr...
mmg nanges gler2....sampai bengkak mate.....

sbb, byk kenangan kt dlm phone tu...
phone tu sgt2 best dgunakan.....
phone tu adalah phone PERTAMA yg dibeli ngan duet sendiri.....
huhuhuhuhuhuhu

mmg ilang mood tros....lme gak nanges nyr, n ble dah yakin diri ni btol2 bley stop nanges, bru msok ke ruang tamu n landing dpn tv...
konon tgok tv, tp otak ingt kt phone....huhu
then abh ajk mkn pun, x mkn...lme sket pastu bru r jamah sket mknn yg m.cik hidangkan...tp 4 sure la wlpun amek sket jer, x hbs pun mkn...
ilang habis mood mkn....
hermm.....

esok nyr g wat sim card baru n g survey phone baru...
tp, balik ngan sim card baru jer...
time kt kdai phone, lgsung xde hati nk tgok n beli phone laen....

ni phone kesayangan yg hilang...
"my classic"
nokia 6120 c
#dlm ni byk kenangan yg x sanggup nk di delete lg...tp da ilang, mmg dah terdelete dgn sendiri nyr la....herm
huhu#

mlm lps mghrib g kdai phone ngan abh, konon nyr nk beli btry phone laen utk phone sementara yg x dgunakan kt umah/...tp, discuss pnyr discuss abh kate xpe la, beli la phone bru...sementara ad duet sket ni, beli la...nnti nk beli gak...

#niat dihati mau simpan lg duet n nk mnabung lg utk tkr kpd nokia lumia..tp apkan daya, xde rezeki#

ni phone yg sekarang...
hrp akn b'khidmat dgn lbey lame....
# walaupun gne phone baru, sentiasa masih teringatkan phone yg lame...kt tgn sape la phone tu skrg...n hbs fikir cmna phone tu bley xde dlm poket...herm #


utk sedapkan hati owez remind ble rase sdey ats kehilangan my classic....
"ade hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian, everything happened with a reason, good doesnt mean good, bad doesnt mean bad.."

Thursday, April 19, 2012

The Rainbow After the Rain....

sdg2 duk berasap kepala wat assignment, found this nice poem...
God never promise us a good life on earth;
but He gave the assurance that there will always
be a rainbow after the rain.
Life on earth is not always what we expected
and wanted it to be. But if we can put our
trust in God, He can sail us through definitely.
God never let us bear what is impossible;
and He makes sure what we bear is the
limit that we can take without much difficulty.
After the rain, things will be changed;
everything on earth seems to be new
and clean. With these renew scenario,
we should be:
- a more positive and courageous person
as indicated by the RED of the rainbow;

- a creative, thoughtful and joyful person
as indicated by the ORANGE of the rainbow;

- an intelligent, confident and logical person as
indicated by the YELLOW of the rainbow;

- a renewed, generous and practical person as
indicated by the GREEN of the rainbow;

- a peaceful, sincere and responsible person as
indicated by the BLUE of the rainbow;

- a relaxed, devoted and wise person as
indicated by the INDIGO of the rainbow;

and last but not least, a spiritual and idealistic
person as indicated by the VIOLET of the rainbow.

credit to : Maple