my name is Siti Nur Fasihah binti Harun..."fasihah, sihah, seha, adeq ", tu sume my nick name..so, free to call me watever u wanna call..^_^~~blog ni sesaje je utk mengisi mse dikala keboringan n meluahkan rase dikala kebuntuan... just a part of my life story...~~

Monday, December 31, 2012

2012 is leaving....

assalamualikum w.b.t.....

cepat nyr ms berlalu...tup2, dah 31st december 2012 dah hari ni....
bgon tdo pg td, termenung kat katil, review ap yg dah di buat sepanjang tahun 2012 ni...
hermmm....
almost 1/4 of this year, i did nothing.... -__-
after graduated in last october, just stay kt rumah...
beraktiviti dgn family dan juga dgn internet...
byk jugak apply keje2 by online, tp xde rezeki lg...
sampai skrg, asih pengganggur tegar...fuhhh
gwaenchanh-ayo!!! insyaALLAH, kalo ade rezeki, x ke mane...

reviewing through the year, herm..there are couple of things and mistakes that i regret so much...
if i can turn back tume.. 0_o "" #sigh#
ade jugak bende2 yg sedey berlaku dlm thn ni..sedeh !!! =,(
just keep them in my heart n draft... =P
n ofcoz, ad jgak prkara yg make me happy....

ntah knp terasa thn ni mcm thn frust+sdeh jer....terasa mcm thn emosi paling x stabil...haha
tp, still mcm x bersedia nk move on ke thn baru....
hehe
mcm2 la plak cik seha ni....
pesanan utk menenang n menyenangkan diri sndiri...
--> yg sudah tu sudah la...biar ia berlalu...ap yg penting pandang ke depan...org kate, pndng ke depan, never look back...tp, kdg2 tu kne gak jenguk or intai ms yg lalu utk djadikan pengajaran....

bye2 2012, hye2 2013... ^_^

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Masih buntu dan mencari....

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....
Hari ni dh lbeh krg 1bln lbeh mengganggur di rumah... alhamdulillah, 13 october 2012 lps berjaya mengraduasikan diri di UTM skudai johor...
N kire2 lbeh krg 1sem dh bercuti kt rumah ni....
Stiap kali hbis belajar, mesti buntu ap yg perlu dibuat n kemana harus ku pergi... huhu
Fav question from others opkos la "keje kt mane? ","apply keje kt mne? ","Wat ap skrg? "....Huhuhuhu
Dat kind of question really make me stress... n i owez have problem ble nk wat kputusan...
Sekali2 ble memikirkan psl masa dpn ni, haissh mmg tension thp dewa smpai nk nanges... o(╯□╰)o
problem sket nk cr keje coz xde lesen pape kenderaan pon lg... nk duet jugak lg tu nk wat lesen...haisshhh!!!!
Seriously mmg tension n xtaw nk fikir n wat to do skrg....
#Tension&stress#
wuwuuu....

Sunday, April 29, 2012

kehilangan brg yg di sayangi... =(

assalamualaikum w.b.t....


hari ni, genap seminggu kehilangan barang yang di sayangi...huhu
cpt nyr masa berlalu...
alkisah nyr mengenai diri ku yang kehilangan handphone yang sgt2 disayangi yg dah b'khidmat almost 4 years tanpa sebarang ragam dan masalah....
kisah bermula ahad mlm minggu lepas (23 april 2012)
lps isyak, ad undangan mkn2 kt uma p.cik...
tp, b4 tu, ke stesen bas dulu sbb nk beli tket balik ke UTM skudai utk keesokan hari nyr....
smpai kt stesen bas, g beli tket ngan kwn sorang n abah....
settle draw duet, g kt 1 kaunter tket bas utk beli tket member punyer n nk kuarkan handphone dr poket...
konon nyr nk tgok calendar, tarikh yg member ni nak beli tket brape hb..tkot2 la t'salah tarikh plak nnti...
tp, ble nk kuarkan phone dr poket, xde plak phone ni...
"hermm, t'jatuh ats seat dlm kete kot" kate hati kecil ku.....
da settle beli tket kwn n tket diri sendiri, msok dlm kereta n tros mncari phone....
cri2 ats seat, xde...cri kt bwh pun xde n asked my fren n my sis to make a call...
tp, dua2 ckp, "msok voice mail"...
ingtkan sbb dua2 call serentak n line clash...
n suh umi jer plak yg calll....
dan...................
masih voice mail.....dah mule rase cuak....
t'cari2 my classic (phone)...
tros jer kuar dr kereta ngan kwn n abh cari lg phone merata2 tempat kt stesen bas tu...tnye kt kaunter lagi, tp jwpn dan carian hampa jer.....
mata dah mula bertakung....tp masih b'usaha mencari...
hati dah mula rase, "phone da ilang..." huhuhu
then ckp kt kwn n abah, "xpe la, ilang dah la tu.."
pantas nyr si pencuri tu...... =(

dlm keretabyk soalan yg di ajukan n diri ini hanya mmpu m'jawab 1 ayat jer...
"mmg bwk phone time kuar rumah td, n mmg rase phone ad dlm poket time dlm kete"
n soalan2 strosnyr x dijawab, hanya mmpu b'diam diri menahan sebak n kesedihan kehilangan phone tersayang....
then, empangan mata mula pecah...setitis demi setitis air mengalir....

sampai di umah p.cik, jd org last kuar dr kete coz nk lap2 air mata n cover muke nanges...
msok je slm ngan p.cik n cpt2 ct m.cik kt dapur...
(umi da gtaw mereka ttg kehilangan phone)...
ble m.cik tgor je psl phone, tros duduk ats kusi kt dapur n no words come out....
air mate dan esakan tangisan jer yg kluar nyr...
mmg nanges gler2....sampai bengkak mate.....

sbb, byk kenangan kt dlm phone tu...
phone tu sgt2 best dgunakan.....
phone tu adalah phone PERTAMA yg dibeli ngan duet sendiri.....
huhuhuhuhuhuhu

mmg ilang mood tros....lme gak nanges nyr, n ble dah yakin diri ni btol2 bley stop nanges, bru msok ke ruang tamu n landing dpn tv...
konon tgok tv, tp otak ingt kt phone....huhu
then abh ajk mkn pun, x mkn...lme sket pastu bru r jamah sket mknn yg m.cik hidangkan...tp 4 sure la wlpun amek sket jer, x hbs pun mkn...
ilang habis mood mkn....
hermm.....

esok nyr g wat sim card baru n g survey phone baru...
tp, balik ngan sim card baru jer...
time kt kdai phone, lgsung xde hati nk tgok n beli phone laen....

ni phone kesayangan yg hilang...
"my classic"
nokia 6120 c
#dlm ni byk kenangan yg x sanggup nk di delete lg...tp da ilang, mmg dah terdelete dgn sendiri nyr la....herm
huhu#

mlm lps mghrib g kdai phone ngan abh, konon nyr nk beli btry phone laen utk phone sementara yg x dgunakan kt umah/...tp, discuss pnyr discuss abh kate xpe la, beli la phone bru...sementara ad duet sket ni, beli la...nnti nk beli gak...

#niat dihati mau simpan lg duet n nk mnabung lg utk tkr kpd nokia lumia..tp apkan daya, xde rezeki#

ni phone yg sekarang...
hrp akn b'khidmat dgn lbey lame....
# walaupun gne phone baru, sentiasa masih teringatkan phone yg lame...kt tgn sape la phone tu skrg...n hbs fikir cmna phone tu bley xde dlm poket...herm #


utk sedapkan hati owez remind ble rase sdey ats kehilangan my classic....
"ade hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian, everything happened with a reason, good doesnt mean good, bad doesnt mean bad.."

Thursday, April 19, 2012

The Rainbow After the Rain....

sdg2 duk berasap kepala wat assignment, found this nice poem...
God never promise us a good life on earth;
but He gave the assurance that there will always
be a rainbow after the rain.
Life on earth is not always what we expected
and wanted it to be. But if we can put our
trust in God, He can sail us through definitely.
God never let us bear what is impossible;
and He makes sure what we bear is the
limit that we can take without much difficulty.
After the rain, things will be changed;
everything on earth seems to be new
and clean. With these renew scenario,
we should be:
- a more positive and courageous person
as indicated by the RED of the rainbow;

- a creative, thoughtful and joyful person
as indicated by the ORANGE of the rainbow;

- an intelligent, confident and logical person as
indicated by the YELLOW of the rainbow;

- a renewed, generous and practical person as
indicated by the GREEN of the rainbow;

- a peaceful, sincere and responsible person as
indicated by the BLUE of the rainbow;

- a relaxed, devoted and wise person as
indicated by the INDIGO of the rainbow;

and last but not least, a spiritual and idealistic
person as indicated by the VIOLET of the rainbow.

credit to : Maple

Sunday, April 1, 2012

ok, sy jelez...sy rindu..

assalamualaikum...
salam ptg ahad... =)


emm, setelah sekian lame, bru ade kekuatan nk m'coretkan cerita...
bkn sbb xade cerita yg nk di ceritakan, tp sbb byk sgt yg nk diceritakan, smpai satu cerita pun x tercerita kt sini...ahaha

around 3 p.m td, prot meragam sbb lapar coz x breakfast n luch pun lg...sian prot, tuan dea ni mmg agk mls utk trun mkn...hehe

mula la menjenguk tingkap, mengintai ade x adik2 jual kropok lekor di level bwh...
jenguk2, ade...so, b'siap2 dan turun utk beli isi prot...hehe

otw tu, nmpk sekumpulan student laki + pompuan b'kumpul, sdg b'xtvt...sronok n happening jer..
ohh, kamu2 make me JEALOUS ok!!!! =(
herm, tgok deorng, teringt zmn degree n matrik...
byk je involve xtvt2 sihat ni...skneka la, academic trip la, expo2 or ape2 event jer mesti x ketinggalan....hoho

time degree dulu, wlpun jadual kelas agk busy n pack, tp masih ade jer lg mase utk beriadah di setiap ptg, join xtvt2 kelab, academic trip, sukan kolej, b'jalan2....

tp sekarg, kelas only 3times/week, bit still got nothing to do...no time to xcercise, join xtvt, dll...mse tu ade, tp mcm xde mase jer nk involve xtvt2 anjuran kolej or U...
KENAPE YER???....huhu



bowling manatics

wakil fakulti maen netball..
lwn bdk sport rec...hahaha

ok, now i start missing my old time with all my frenz......
andai dpt ku undurkan putaran dunia............

Sunday, February 26, 2012

LIE...



Lie sarangiran geumal da almyeonseo tto dasi songneun geumal
Ijeojundaneun mal bonaejundaneun mal
Naega hal su eomneun motdoen mal

Ani anigil baraenneunde neoneun anigil baraenneunde
Geu heunhan sarang neon jeoldae anigireul bilgo tto bireonneunde
Ani anigil baraenneunde neoneun dareugil baraenneunde
Geu swiun sarang neon jeoldae anigireul bilgo tto bireonneunde

Rap)
Yeongwonhi taoreul jul aratdeon tteugeowotdeon uri sarang
Uri songarage kkin banji matchumyeo seoroui sarangeul maengsehan sarangui eonyak
Ijeneun teullinchaero namabeorin jeongmal nameun uri sarang neoran saram
Hanttaeneun insaengui jeonbuyeotdeon neoran saram
Neul sokdo moreugo mamdo moreugo tteonagan saram
Ijen dareun saramui saram
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/ft_island/lie.html ]
Lie sarangiran geumal da almyeonseo tto dasi songneun geumal
Ijeojundaneun mal bonaejundaneun mal
Naega hal su eomneun motdoen mal

Lie doraondaneun mal na honjaman mitgo inneun geu mal
Saranghandaneun mal geojitmarirado
Ije deureul su eomneun geu mal

Geurae ireoke beorilgeomyeon nareul ireoke beorilgeomyeon
Cheoeumbuteo saranghandan seulpeun mareun deutji anhasseultende

Rap)
Oh! geurae nan neoman haengbokhamyeon dwae
Jabatdeon ni soneul ije nwajulkke
Neol mukkeo non nae sarangui jamulsoe pureojulkke
Niga wonhamyeon kulhage neol tteonabolkke
Cheoeumbuteo neon naege eoulliji anteon saram
Geuraedo neol saranghan nae yoksimhi gwahaetda
Nae yoksimi mandeureonaen nareul hyanghan beollo
Apeujido barajido anha

Lie ibyeoriraneun mal neol ttodasi gidarige haneun mal
Ijeojundaneun mal bonaejundaneun mal
Naega halsu eomneun motdoen mal

Lie doraondaneun mal na honjaman mitgo inneun geu mal
Saranghandaneun mal geojitmarirado
Ije deureul su eomneun geu mal

credit to: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/f/ft_island/#share

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

happy 26th anniversary to UMI + ABAH

assalamualaikum w.b.t
14 FEB 2012...
its not about Valentine's Day...
adalah haram utk umat Islam meraikan hari tersebut...
dpt taw pasal bnde ni time 2004, mase tu kt MRSM...
satu bnde yg best duk kt MRSM, byk info2 islamic yg sy taw n belajar dr situ..^_^

herm, kebetulan tarikh ni same tarikh hari perkahwinan UMI + ABAH kesayangan pada 26 thn yg lalu..
abah pun persoal jugak, "cmna kalo tarikh perkahwinan on this date??"
no reply, tp sy the past is past...
kalo x taw xpe...betol x?? huhu

kebetulan, kakak balik dr shah alam sbb ade interview kt kuala terengganu...
pening sy memikirkan, cmna nk wat small surprise event utk umi dan abah...
sbb, hari tu agak busy dan kucar kacir sedikit...hoho
tp, ALHAMDULILLAH, manage to get kejesama dr my cousin utk bwk sy ke kedai kek...
so, decide beli kek fav abah.. kek blackforest... yummy...sy pun ske gak....hehe
then, xtaw nk wat mkn ape, beli je la brg2 utk wat cekodok/cucur seafood (versi ganu nyr, jepput udang + sotong) haha
sampai je umah, pulun duk wat n goreng cucur aka jepput...sbb, dah ptg n mcm agk lewat dah time tu...
tp,sempat la ajk m.cik2 n cousin2 dtg uma minum ptg konon nyr...
then, cousin lg sorng bwk kek n msok uma gne pintu depan...
abah n umi x perasan la, sbb mereka berada di dapur bersama tetamu yg laen...hihi
menjadi gak plan nyr...haha
so, event berjalan seperti biase, potong2 kek, mkn2 kek...^_^

~~ Moga Bahagia Milik Kami Selamanya ~~

Sunday, January 29, 2012

bookmark versi cik seha.. =P

assalamualaikum w.b.t... ^___^

herm, ape sy nk wat hari nie??
(soalan, mcm org xde keje, pdhl, keje belambak jer ni...aigooo..=P)
hihi
hri ni mau menguji kekreatifan diri ini...
so, cbe2 wat bookmark @ penanda buku dlm bhs melayu nyr..hehe
sbnr nyr, thinking of to create something as a gift to my sister n my cousins...
utk bg semangat sket kt deorng utk blaja..
2 org akn amek PMR (my sis n one of my cousin) n 3 org yg bru shj melangkah masok form 4..
slh sorg drpd my cousin ni, hmpir sethun lbey x b'sekolah...
so dea x amek PMR...
dea ad mslh sket...drpd pemerhatian, mgkin effect family problem...
mak n ayh dea b'cerai...
tp, alhamdulillah, bukak th bru 2012 bru ni, terbuka balik hati dea nk b'sekolah balik..
n alhamdulillah jugak, permohanan utk b'sekolah balik di terima n dimasukkan ke kelas vokasional...
moga dea b'jaya dlm sekolah n kelas bru...hoho
n ingtkn k bg gift kt dea sorng ker, tp fiker2, alang2 buat,buat je la utk yg laen gak..hehe
alang2 menyeluk pekasam, biaq smpai ke pngkai lengan..heeee =E
n ini lah hasil nyr yg x seberapa ; =D


Tuesday, January 17, 2012

yieehaaa!!!! balik kampung!!!

assalamualaikum w.bt.t...

^____________________________^
big smile....hehe
knpekah??
coz sdg bersiap2 mau blik kmpung ini mlm...
yahoo!!! google!!! haha
tp, seronok nyr coz nk wat SURPRISE kt adik2 yg ade kt umah becoz they keep asking me when i'll going back home..hehe
n owez said" xtaw lg, keje siap boley la balik..keje byk lg ni..huhu"
mmg btol pun...
tp yg best nyr, ble jmpe supervisor semalam, Dr tu ckp, boley balik...
weeeeeeee!!!!! rs nk melompat dlm bilik Dr tros jer...hehe
aiyokkk, dah nk kne b'siap2 coz mau kuar dinner after maghrib, bersidang dgn kwn2 last utk sem ni...
hermmm...
gonna miss u guys....
to my beloved adik; ieyka n fakhrim, wait for me... i'll wake u up tomorrow morning...wuahaha
moga selamat dan dimudahkan perjalanan...insyaALLAH... aminnn...
^______________^
hehe
x reti nk bwk balik brg sket2...
satu beg buku satu beg pakaian...
ok la kan??
heeeeee