salam 10 ramadhan....
alhamdulillah, dah 9 hari dah b'puasa....
herm...
skrng ni duk m'hitung hari utk kembali ke kampus...
aduyaii, mls nyr...
pen,paper n notes akn kmbali jd best fren lg....huhu
tringt nk kne back to campus, msti teringat insiden2 sem lps...
ble dah t'fiker psl insiden tu, hermm, luka lama kembali terusik (ceewaahh, ayt xley blaa...heee)....=(
prnah x ade someone yg kte rase x selesa n kalo bley mmg xank jmpe dgn dea...
someone yg prnh muncul n jadi watak utk insiden2 yg x best...
tp, kalo dah t'jumpa n mmg kne jumpa, xkan nk msm muka kan??
x elok la mcm tu...
nk xnak, kne la fake a smile n try to be the best actress, borak2 cm bese n wat2 xde ape yg prnh b'laku...
adoii, penat la asyik nk kne b'lakon jer...
bkn nyr sy ni jnis yg p'dendam...(ohh, tdk sme sekali, kalo x, msti dah wat smthng utk bls dendam blik..)...
tp, ble dah ade someone yg pernah lukakan hati ni, tiap kali jmpe dea tu, msti tringt ape yg dea prnah buat dulu...then, msti rse sdih, mrh n pape emosi yg sepatot dgn nyr laa...
tha's why kalo bley, xnk t'serempak pun...kalo nmpk dr jauh, kalo bley nk lalu ikut jln laen, or wat2 ade keje n x nmpk jer dea....
haisshh....
cbe utk x jadi mcm ni, tp x boley...
ssh nyr kalo sentiasa nk jaga jati org, tp org tu x pernah nk jage hati kte...
ble nk kte, 'smash' dgn selamber aje...nk wat pape, x prnh nk fker hati n perasaan org laen....
herm, knape msti jmpe lg dgn org yg mcm nie....
moga diri nie jd lbey baek n boley senyum n borak2 dgn ikhlasnyr dgn sesiape shj yg prnah menyakiti hati nie....
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