my name is Siti Nur Fasihah binti Harun..."fasihah, sihah, seha, adeq ", tu sume my nick name..so, free to call me watever u wanna call..^_^~~blog ni sesaje je utk mengisi mse dikala keboringan n meluahkan rase dikala kebuntuan... just a part of my life story...~~

Saturday, June 25, 2011

sad + happy day...(='(

there is something happened yesterday...
err, no, no...
there r 2 things happened yesterday...
a sad story + a happy n good news...

dunt want to share n story abt the sad one...
huhu

just ingt mgkin ad hikmah disebalik sesuatu kejadian...
thinking of it make me xbley tdo mlm nyr....
sepit je rse dada ni...
brt je rase hati nie...
tp nk wat mcmana...huhu
mohon ketabahan dan keredhaan hati dari MU YA ALLAH....

so, utk memudahkan mate ni utk tdo, dgr la lgu playlist "sleep melody" kt phone...
then, ble dah pg, abh kjotkan....
bgon2 jer(series mls gler rse nk bgon, xde semangat),thinking how to fake a smile...
coz, xbyk share problem/sad things with family...
then, tgok phone da t'off dah...
so, p charge n onn...ade msg msok...
member tnye psl result, dea gtaw result dah ley check dah...
aiyokk....b'debar + takot gler rse nk check....
tros je bgon n on laptop....
smntara laptop otw nk onn, p toilet....bsoh mke + gosok gigi... =D
settle je, cpt2 online n check result....
fuhh, ALHAMDULILLAH.....
terima kasih byk2 Ya ALLAH...
syukur padaMU...
unexpected result....
alhamdulillah, result okey laa.....
that is the happy n good news in that great friday morning....
so, no need to think how to fake a smile, at least my exam's result can make me smile............

Monday, June 20, 2011

mengulit kenangan....

assalamualaikum w.b.t.....
salam sejahtera...
salam 1 malaysia....^_^

mlm td dpt mimpi best smpai tersenyum2 bile bgon pagi...hahaaa
mimpi back to school...
kononnyr dlm mimpi tu bdk2 mrsm KT batch 04/05 wat reunion secara besar-besaran...
siap dapat pakej penginapan kt dorm2 sendiri mcm time skolah dulu...
hahaha
seronok gler mimpi tu...
hnya dlm mimpi je la dpt jumpe member2 lama...

--APE KISAH TIME kat MRSM KT dulu?? --
bnyak kisah nyr..
selama 2 tahun duk kat situ, byk kenangan n memori terindah...hehe

-- awal2 time duk asrama--
time mingu orientasi xyah ckp laa...
pkol 3.30 pg dah bgon kowt, takot bgon lmbt nnti rebut2 nk msok toilet...
then 5.30 pg sume dah kene trun siap2, b'kumpul ikut dorm msing2...
ble senior2 da pastikan sume junior nyr dah trun, ktorng junior2 ni dipakse menyanyi lagu negaraku + lagu mrsm sekuat hati, smpai akak2 senior terjaga..haha
x ke gler tu?? lps pd tu, bru la b'gerak secara b'jemaah ke surau utk solat subuh...

//awal2 je bgon awal, ble da biase, 6.30 ++ bru reti nk bgon...hahahak//

-- rutin biase --
pg2 pegi skolah...
kalo rs nk breakfastkluar awal sket...
kalo rs mls, x p breakfast pun, coz mmg jnis yg x ske mkn pg sgt...hoho
then pegi kelas cm biase...
1.30 ++ blik ke dorm...
rehat2 kjap, get ready nk kne kuar dr dorm utk prep...(pkol 3.00 ptg,series mls prep time nih...)huhu
then 4.30 ptg ++ msok dorm blik...pas asar, time utk beriadah....tp, bnyk nyr "beriadah" kt katil je kt dorm...hahaha
pkol 6 ptg ++ ready2 utk dinner, solat berjemaah n prep mlm...
hbs prep pkol 10.30, ade mkn lagi...
yang paling best, berebut2 kat kafe bli nasi lemak + telur goreng...
berebut-rebut skali bebudak ni...kalo m.cik tu x mng tgn nk goreng telur, ktorng goreng sendiri, bgks sndiri nasi lemak tu..hahahaha

-- time kt surau--
ape yg best time kt surau??
tgh syok2 duk dgr ustaz bg tazkirah after solat maghrib, nnti tetibak ade segerombolan bdk laki cpt2 msok surau, b'himpit2...

knape??
hahak
deorng ni bese nyr bdk2 sahabat 23 (wanted warden)...deorng ni liat sket nk ke surau awal...bese la tu....
kalo time tabir x dibukak, bdk2 nakal ni bese duk kt belakang2...so bg budak2 pompuan yg duk kt saf dpn, slalu je kne dgn deorng...
deorng kengkadang amek sejadah, gumpal2, bedebek!!! sebijik kene kt muke bdk pompuan kt blkg tabir tu...
sakit gler gak kne sejadah yg dijadikan bola kt muka....taw perasaan nyr coz prnah kene skali....hehe
then kalo khamis mlm jumaat, bce yassin reramai...kne wat satu halaqah/bulatan yg sebesar2 yg boley...
laki satu, pompuan satu..time tu kalo sempat bdk2 laki yg nakal ni, dea pijak la tgn bdk pompuan, duk tolak2 laa..
deorng ni senang je kalo nk suh  duk leklok n diam, kalo cam suare sape, panggil je then ckp diam sket...
hehe
konpem deorng senyap pas pd tu...
time bacaan yassin tu, kalo dah p'tengahn bacaan k'kadang tu rase letey gak...prnh jugak la same2 tersandar ngan ndk laki sebelah tabir tu...haha naseb baek x nmpk mke sape...hihi


-- blok dorm bdk laki --
bdk2 pompuan kalo nk ke dewan selera, ke kelas or ke surau wajib mmg kene lalu ikut dorm bdk laki nih...
coz blok dorm bdk pompuan jauh ke belakang....
kalo melalui area mereka sornag2 mmg seram rs nyr...
bengang pun ade..sbb, deorng ni ske memerhati, duk kt tingkap2...
siap la sesape lyg lalu n kbtulan deorng kenal...
start je sorng pnggil nme sesape yg lalu tu, dr dorm p'tama smpai last, mmg x henti2 nme tu akn dipnggil...
b'sahut-sahutan mereka nih...malu kowt..
yg ni mmg bese kne jugak la...start sorng je pnggil sihah...nnti akan jadi, sihah, sihah, sihah, sihah..................smpai la deorng x nmpk kelibat org yg dipanggil ni...x kesegan,,,kalo rmai2, ok lagi...kalo sorng2 mmg xley nk wat ape la...t'sengih dlm hati je la yg mmpu...
tp, kalo cam je suare bdk kelas yg wat mcm tu, siap la bdk tu kt kelas jap g....haha

--hari jumaat!!! INSPECTION!!!!--
hari jumaat paling best gak...
coz msing2 setiap ahli dorm akan bkerjesame m'bersih dorm masing...
besenyr dorm kami dorm SITI FATIMAH (SF) yg selalu top rank bab2 kebersihan nie..
pg2, b'kumpul kt tgh2 dorm, KC (ketua dorm) akan m'agih2kan keje....
ade group yg bsoh toilet, yg susun kasut, bersih kwsn tgh2 dorm tu...
blik msing2 pun msti bersih gak...cadar, sume cantik jer...xde siket pun kedut2 nyr...tegang je sume...
lps da siap sume2 akn ad ldp (lembaga disiplin pelajar) yg akn dtg check n bg mark...
ble dah settle sume nyr, rmai yg akn mnyerbu katil masing2, smbg tdor, n ade yg brebut ke ampaian utk sidai baju...sronk tgok ampain ble hr jumaat...pnoh dgn pakaian2....hoho


herm...
series rindu gler kehidupan kt asrama...
rindu nk bce al-mulk n gilir2 bg tazkirah pendek2 tiap2 mlm b4 tdo...
rindu nk b'gossip...
rindu nk b'minggu xtvt..
rindu nk jmpe p'jumpaan homeroom....
rindu nk share2 mkn maggi...hoho
rindu time same2 sorokkan phone ble taw ade spot check...alhamdulillah, sepnjang 2 taun x pernah kantoi..
dgr je ade spot check, mula r m'gali sabun basuh aken...balut phone leklok dml plastik, tnm dlm sabun..hahaha
satu lagi tempat dlm buku log tebak...tebuk lubang kt tgh2 buku tu setebal ketebalan phone, then tark je kt dlm tu...susun buku tu kt tmpa simpan buku cm bese...heeeeee
byk nyr kenangan yg best2..

Sunday, June 19, 2011

pencil + eraser

Pencil: I'm sorry.... 
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong. 
Pencil: I'm sorry cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time. 
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :) 

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

Indahnya kasih sayang kerana ia membuatkan seseorang sanggup berkorban apa sahaja demi insan yang dikasihi. Biarpun yang dikasihi itu mungkin tidak pernah mengambil peduli namun pengorbanan tersebut tetap memberikan kepuasan.

Kalau kita rasa ibu bapa kasihkan kita..sebenar Allah itu lebih-lebih lagi mengasihi hamba-Nya. Sebab itu dalam pada kita engkar suruhan-Nya, Dia tetap tidak pernah lupa memberikan kita rezeki. Masih memberikan kita udara untuk dihirup dan memberi kita sebuah kehidupan agar kita berpeluang membaiki setiap kesalahan yang dilakukan…

Dia menciptakan syurga agar kita berusaha meraihnya. Dia menciptakan neraka, tetapi Dia telah memberitahu kita perkara-perkara menjerumuskan kita ke situ serta cara mengelakkannya. Dan satu perkara yang memalukan Allah andainya hamba-Nya menadah tangan tetapi Dia membiarkannya kosong. Cuma kita manusia yang selalu tidak sabar dan selalu nak cepat. Sedangkan Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita.

-- found this nice article kt someone pnyr FB...just copy and share it here --

Sunday, June 12, 2011

peteh tganung peteh!!!!

syabas dan tahniah utk SKUAD PENYU!!!!


sang penyu x menangis lagi....
JUARA piala FA 2011....
2-1 mng mngalahkan jiran sang kijang THW (kelantan)...
bgos semangat yg ade x hlg smpai ke saat2 terakhir...
fuhh!!
aksi2 yg m'debarkan...hoho
riuh rendah jd nyr kt umah nie...ye la, mne x nyr, sume ahli kluarge amek part tgok final FA mlm nie...siap ngan ummiey skali tuh...tu yg x thn tue...
b'thn plak mte ummiey mlm ni...tnggu bola sampai pkol 12...haha

2-1, kne dgn prediction...
ckp kt abh mlm ni, x kire sape yg mng, goalnyr 2-1 jer...
ingtkan b'akhir ngan 1-0 je td...
nseba baek smthg happen saat2 akhir, m'beri pluang skuad penyu utk m'julang piala FA buat kali ke-2....^_^
ofcoz sbg slh sorng warga terengganu, sesangat la happy rase nyr....=)

--para penonton malaysia haruslah lbey b'disiplin lg...biarlah dpt tgok match bola dgn tenang--
-- pemain pun same..utk segelintir pemain, sila b'main dgn rekod n cara yg bersih yer!!~~

Saturday, June 11, 2011

masih kekal lg jiwa muda remaja mereka... 0_0

video

haha
sape yg nyanyi tu?
-- my dad
sape yg bg bunge tu?
-- my mum
sape yg rekod n tergelak tu??
hehe
its me la....tergelak tgok gelagat umi + abh..
trnyata msh kekal lg jiwa muda remaja mereka...hehe
so, xley slhkan sape la kalo ank2 mereka ske menyanyi (karok sndirian kt umah, kt toilet...hehe) n gle2 sket perangai nyr...hihi
mewarisi perangai umi + abh rpenyr...

tghari td ad mjlis sambut menantu my cousin...
so,ad plak dj n ruang utk b'karok...
then dah dlm setengah jam abh duk tgok org kg tu karok, abh pun cri lgu dea jugak la...
tp, abh xde la nyanyi bgon n duk dpn skrin karok tu...
skdr karok smbil duduk di tepi dj tgok lirik kt laptop dj tu jer...hehe

ditujukan khas utk org kg che lijah katenyr..hehe
fuhh, dgr je suare abh nk nyanyi, sume ahli rombongan pihak ponpuan (ktorng) riuh b'sorak + b'tepuk...
pengantin pun cpt2 kluar...
ade cousin sorng ni yg mmg agk gle2 jugak perangainyr suh my sis p cr bunga..
then, jmpe la bnge tlor...bg kt ummiey suh bg kt abah...ahahaha
series mmg so sweet n mmg kelakar gler laa....haha

-- kenangan terindah.,..moga memori tros segar di ingatan sume n moga bahagia milik kte selamanyr....-- ^_^

Friday, June 10, 2011

x ske....huarggghhh =(

herm...
lotih je duk pikerkn bnde nih...
ble ntah bley selesai...

menyesal pun ad...mls pun ad,serba slh pun ade....ilang mood jd nyr??
knp? ap yg x ske nyr...
herm~~
tu la, sape suh p join project grant dgn lecturer2...partner ngan bdk iran plak tuh....herm~~
supposed dah discuss ritu 16th 0f meay should be the date to start collecting data kt university2 area KL...
jangke nyr dlm 2 minggu da bley siap la keje nyr...
so, bley la b'senang lenang kt umah, bercuti sakan..
tp.....................
becoz of questionnaire yg x siap2 (org laen pnyr keje), smpai skrg xtaw actual date nk ke KL nyr...
haishhh....
series x ske ble jadual dah lari dr ap yg diplan kan!!!!!!!!!!!!...huhu
coz, ble da dpr first date tu, dah plan bnde2 laen dah time cti...
so, dah rse mls dah nk join projek tu..
nk trk diri pun ade gak rse...
pnt kowt p mai p mai dr dungun ke johor...
mcm hr tu, pegi semata2 utk discussion for abt 1jam lbey..
then, keje2 laen (research) bley wat kt umah jer....
x ke tnsion cmtu..
sume nk kne gne duet..
pegi lbey krg 2 hr ritu pun mau hmpir rm150 hbs..
x trmasuk mkn minum lg...
mne mau cr duet????huhu
now still waiting 4 any news from my partner....
setakat ni xde ape new information lg...
so, just assuming xdak pape2 lg laa...
duk je la kt umah dlu...
herm~~~

-- seha yg xtentu hala duk kt umah -- >o<