my name is Siti Nur Fasihah binti Harun..."fasihah, sihah, seha, adeq ", tu sume my nick name..so, free to call me watever u wanna call..^_^~~blog ni sesaje je utk mengisi mse dikala keboringan n meluahkan rase dikala kebuntuan... just a part of my life story...~~

Friday, December 31, 2010

new place...

second day at UTM...
alhamdulillah...selmat sampai, selamat mendaftar, selamat dapat kolej n moga selamat segala2 nyr lah....hoho~~
time registration hri tu, cuak jer rse...sume org mke cm pandai2 jer, rmai foreigner, rmai yg dah brpengalamn keje, ramai yg cikgu cekgi...haisshhh...risau jer rase...
moga diri ini mndapat kekuatan utk study dgn baek...
smlm ad briefing...bdk2 master kalo pointer bwh 3, deorng still bley survive kt UTM, tp kalo CGPA last nnti still below 3 pointer, x mrase nk grad laa....huhu statement yg mnakotkan...
mntk2, blaja nnti sume nyr okeyh...
huhh...cre nk survive kt sini pon mmg sgt laa berbeza dr UiTM dulu...
kalo dulu nk round 1 UiTM jln kaki pon boley...masjid, kdai2, library, kelas, kolej sume close to each other..
sgt suke kamu...haha
kt sini, sume jauh2...
kolej pon da ckup jauh..nseb baek kafe ade kt dpn kolej ni...
tp, kalo nk gerak ke kls, kne tnggu bas...
cmna la kalo kls da start nnti...x prnh ad pnglamn tngu2 bas utk ke kelas n blik kolej nih...huhu
tp, msti berani utk sesuatu perubahan tu...mcm pernah ashraf muslim bgtaw :: "org yg gagal dlm hidup, adalah org yg takot kpd sesuatu perubahan dan takot utk melakukan perubahan" ::
baiklah abg ashraf, sy akn pegang kate2 tu...heee


ptg (29 dec); slps registration; tetibe jer dpt pnggilan dr UiTM...offer untk interview pnsyarah muda...interview mybe around pertengahan january 2011...adeyhh...aiyoo..cmna nie?? tp, ckp jer la berminat jer utk interview...
mne taw ad rzeki kt situ plak....
"Ya ALLAH, berikan yg terbaek utk ku......"

hri ni sume pnduduk malaysia bercuti coz malaysia mng suzuki cup last 2 days...
TAHNIAH MALAYSIA....tahniah khairul fahmi che mat (apex @ otomen malaysia...hehe), first class pnyer goal keeper!!! n tahniah utk team malaysia...


  n diri ku ini sgtla kebosanan coz rumate p blik umah m.cik dea, kwn2 xde yg dtg kolej lg...tp, nseb baek laa ad cousin yg berbaek hati mau tmn duk kt bilik ni...hehe
xde r boring sgt...nk g mne2 pon, x r tkot sgt...
/ semalam pon maen gamble jer pegi jusco berdua, naek taxi....alhamdulillah, selamt pergi n balik...hehe~~~
now, xtau la nk buat ape nih...
pkol 3 ptg ni bru ad briefing ngan fakulti plak... haisshh~~~ *sgt boring* 0_o""

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

far away~~~ T_T

adeyh...
mlsnyr rse mau tnggl kan uma nie...huhu
ye la da hmpir staun dah bercuti di rumah...hohoho
my new life will begin at skudai...
hope everything will be ok..hoho
gonna miss my family, ank2 jagaanku, ayam2 ternakan ku, n of course my katil kesayangan ku...huhu
moga dipermudahkan dan dilancarkan segala urusan dan perjalanan nnti...
insyaALLAH..

new place :: new life :: new challenge :: new mission ::

Saturday, December 25, 2010

hope make da right decision...

uhuhu....
tnggal brape hri je lg, then will start new life...
student life again!!!hoho~~
wlpn ati ni mcm ape jer lg rse, still brcampur baur lg perasaan, hoping dat decision utk further study ni is da right n best way...
huhhhhh....x ske rse cmni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya Allah, tenang dan lapangkan lah jiwa ku ini...
herm...
not really prepared...n mcm x brsemangt sgt nk wat preparation...tp, ttp la kne siap2 kan brg nk bwk nnti...
umi n abh lg brsemangt kot dr anak dea nih...haisshhh!!! *sigh* 0_o ""

fasihah, plz tlg la bersemangat sket...insyaALLAH everything will be okies...
skrng ni, grab je peluang y dpt...jgn sia2 kan....buat yg terbaek!!!!!!
chaiyok2!!~~ aja2 fighting....
ingt kate abh :: "insyaALLAH ini yg terbaek coz selalu doa n mintak ALLAH berikan yg terbaek kan....."



Sunday, December 19, 2010

hard decission~~~ T_T

herm~~
pnig memikirkan psal offer utk smbg study nih...haisshh~
mmg la mle bce offer letter tu sronok, tp ble fkerkan duet???huhu
umi, abah kate, "xpe...umi abah bley settle psal duet tu...angah g je blaja...2 je tgs nyr"....
tiap2 mlm duk fker psal bnde nih..coz ble dah lme duk umah pas degree ni, involve skali la dlm discussion deorng utk prbelanjaan adek kt matrik n kakak kt U...so,mmg rse la skali ssh nyr...
 kalo x dpt mne2 biasiswa or pinjaman, rse cam berat je nk susahkan deorng lg...rse gak cm xnk smbg jer lg...T_T
ade gak terfikir ::
-btol ke corse yg dipilih ni??
-btol ke kptsan yg diwat ni??
haaah..~~~ persaan bercampur baur...sronok, sdey, tension, stresss, risau, takut...sume ade.....
fuhh...really wanna get out of this kind of feeling...huhuk

ptg td, pegi umah cikgu skola lme dulu...
borak2 ngan ckgu psl nk smbg lg...
ble kakk ckp yg org xmo smbg coz xde duet, ckgu 2 ckp xpe, duit bley cari....insyaALLAH, ade la tu rzeki kt mne2...
cikgu :: "time ni la awk nk rse n tau cmna umi n abh pnyr sacrifice...dulu2. awk kecik lg...x phm ape yg deorng wat..."
diri sendiri :: mampu tersenyum jer coz mte ni dah berkolam dah...kalo ckp je spatah, mmg konpem kolam ni pch...

herm...pas ckp ngan cikgu rse lega sket...insyaALLAH, akn troskan lg perjuangan....
umi, abh, insyaALLAH, angah akn buat yg terbaek n will make both of u proud ~~

YA ALLAH, KAU permudahkan lah segala urusanku...
moga keputusan ini adalah yg terbaek untukku dan moga ini juga adalah jalan yang terbaek utk karier hidup ku...sesungguhnya, ENGKAU maha menentukan segalanya....AMINN....

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Alhamdulillah...trime kasih byk2 YA ALLAH... ^_^

semalam ade sorng kwn yg kebosanan n suh la sy on email chatt...
bukak2 email ad 1 email yg memeranjatkan diri ku ini...subjek lbey kurang cmni r ::
your offer letter from UTM........

then, dgn hati yg bdebar2 (dup2...) bce la email tu....
"Tawaran Kemasukan Ke Program Pengajian Siswazah Sesi 2010/2011 sem II
tahniah. Sukacita dimaklumkan permohonan saudara/i untuk mengikuti pengajian siswazah di Universiti ini telah berjaya......"

fuhh...mmg trkejut gler r...terketar2 jari gerak2kan mouse n tekan keyboard nk hbskan bce email nih....
alhamdulillah...sgt2 la bersyukur pada MU YA ALLAH...
perasaan xtaw nk ckp cmna...speechless (happy/terharu/terperanjat/sdey) sume ade...
 coz mmg bajet x dpt dah nk further lg study utk intake ni coz dah hntr prmohonan 2 hr lewat...
2 yg trkjot gler ble dpt offer letter nih....=P
setelah hmpir half of year trprok kt umah x wat pape, skrng ni ade mission bru yg perlu completekan...
mmg mcm nk gler jer duk umah hari2 xwat pape...effectnyr jd cm asyik lper jer nk wat smtnhg...
now it's time to cycle my brain back!!~~ yeaHHH!!!~~~ bersemangat r plak..hehe

hope dpt buat yg terbaek utk completekan mission ni...
best result for my best n beloved parents....<3
umi, abah...thanx for ur sacrifice and for everything!!!~~~ thank you so much!!!~~
insyaALLAH, i'll do my best!!!~~~
Ya Allah, brikan ku kekuatan dan kecekalan utk meneruskan pelajaran ku ini...permudahkan dan plancarkanlah semuanya ya Allah...

:: counting days to leave my sweet home n move to da new place...haisshh...~~ ::

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

insomnia.....

@_@
herm...
asal mlm je susah nk tdo...haisshh...slalu je mcm ni...
ble mlm je msti org pling last yg akn tdo..tu pun pakse mate suh tdo....
ble tdo, nnti msti terjage...sejam skali ke, 2 jam skali ke...letih jadinyr...
plek sket r ngan diri ni...mcm reverse osmosis je...hahak~~
lagi lena tdo siang dr tdo mlm...kalo siang hari, 3,4 jam tdo x terjage pun...
sampai umi pun dah panggil si burung hantu...
"siang mengantok, malam berjage..."hehe

pernah gak alang2 x mengantok, marathon tgok movie korea smpai subuh...ble dah siang, kepeningan coz x tdo 1 mlm...n last2 tertido dlm pkol 11 pg...mcm ape je...haha~~

antara tips yg pernah di try utk dptkan tdo yg berkualiti la konon nyr :
- minum susu b4 tdo
[dr someone yg x ske mnum susu, jd p'gemar susu dah skrg..hehe]

- dgr lagu ke,radio ke,smpai tertido
[dah hbs sume lagu dlm playlist dah dgr, x tdo2 jugak...]

-jgn tdo time waktu siang, biar mlm nnti mngantok
[nnti pkol 8, 9 mlm dah ngantok n tido, pkol 2,3 pg terjage blik...haisshh]

mcm2 care dah try utk dptkan tdo yg berkualiti, tp brkesan kejap je...pastu ssh blik nk tdo...
herm, xtaw la ble bley tdo normal mcm org laen....huhu

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

~~my G day~~ konvo@UiTM :: ^_^


ALHAMDULILLAH, thank to ALLAH utk kejayaan ni...
setelah penat lelah selama 3 taun di UiTM Arau tercinta n 13 taun study (tadika ==> degree), ni lah hasilnyr...
bersyukur sangat2 Ya Allah...
:: 301110 :: tarikh yg pnoh bermakna...my graduation date 4 the award of B. Sc. (Hons) Management Mathematics...
terima kasih tdk terhingga untuk sume pihak yg menyokong dan membantu diri ini berjaya sampai ke tahap ini...

to beloved UMI & ABAH :: trime kasih utk segala sokongan, galakan, kasih-sayang, pembiayaan, makan, minum, tempat tidur, tiket bas,topup n everything!!!
trime kasih juge krn melayan kerenah plek2 anak kedua kamu ini...(mesti pning nk melayan kan!!~~ huhu)
trime kasih krn melayan tangisan stress ku di kala b4 n after exam..hehe 
trime kasih utk mase yg diluangkan 4 share n discuss everything...
TERIMA KASIH untuk segalanya......I LOVE BOTH OF U SOOO MUCHHH!!~~ <3<3

to my siblings :: Thanx 4 all ur support...sayang korang selalu...^_^

to cikgu2 n all lecturers :: thank so much utk segala ilmu yg dicurahkan...tanpa kalian, mgkin kejayaan ini bkn milik ku...JASAMU DIKENANG!!!~~

to all my frenz :: sayang n rindu kamu semua...thanx 4 all ur support n helps...big thanx to my housemate <wannie(ibu ku), zai (kakakku), dieal n kema>
korang mmg kwn yg best!!~~
2 taun kte duk bwh satu bumbung,sharing2 story, travelling2 sesame ngan PDP, melyn krenah jiran, wat assignment smpai pepagi bute, monteng kelas sesame =P, mkn sesame, tgok movie smbil gelak n nanges 2gether, p psr mlm 2gether n yg pnting konvo sesame gak...hoho
rindu plak...huh~~ byk sgt kenangan terindah...
thanx 4 those great moments!!~~








n also thanx utk sume family members 4 ur support!!~~



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